Impulsive big-big remodeling

Indeed, I should have gone to bed right after coming back home.
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I changed my blog template "finally." For that job, I have repeated loosing all the items and making them again until now(damn.)

Now I don't know what to say and just want anyone to be able to understand me, to see what I've done, to tell me what I'm doing(still now...), and why the hell did I start it!(damn again)

The thing among these terrible things is that,
I got the "widget" that I've been looking foward to having it so eagerly.